Because we needed another blog about Cecil, here's mine.

Due to the nature of my book, Each Wind That Blows, readers have asked me about the controversy regarding the killing of Cecil the Lion. Due to the nature of my upbringing and deeply held beliefs, I’ve taken my time responding...

I've been following the Cecil story closely. I've been reading from all angles, because with my upbringing partly in Kenya and Zimbabwe, and what I know of the extreme difficulties faced by those who live there, I'm not going to rush to judgment and condemnation of anything but the reason behind, and the killing of, Cecil himself.

I am not a vegan. I do not quarrel with hunting for food, nor with hunting as a means of funding conservation. While I eat very little meat at all, when I do, I go to any length possible to ensure I am eating meat coming from an animal that lived wild and free to enjoy its state of awareness as nature intended, untill it died by the bullet or an unexpected blade. Not a sentient being raised in torturous confinement and killed in a state of extreme terror or apathy after months of suffering.

So no, I do not argue with hunting per se. Especially in a country fraught with difficulty like Zimbabwe where people survive as they may. I don't know enough to. I am not there. I try very hard to take in and give space to all points of view before making a judgment.

But yes, it’s true  - in my perfect world, trophy hunting would be but a distant, strange memory.

I simply don't understand trophy hunters. I especially do not understand the need to kill an endangered species. And here, in an excerpt from my book Each Wind That Blows, is why:

"Every trophy hunter hunts the largest, the biggest, the longest, the heaviest and thinks nothing of killing in an instant what took years of survival and well made choices under ever more challenging circumstances to develop.

I try to imagine what drives the need for such trophies, to hang a head and its lifeless glass eyes on a wall, testimony to a life that once was, vital, vibrant and magnificent, now snuffed out forever in a sinister breeze of flying bullets. I cannot imagine it feeds anything but the ego, for the soul does not sup on death and vainglory. It does not kill for the sake of killing, or see beauty only to seek its destruction.

If my journey to Kenya has taught me nothing else, it has taught me that the spirit craves and celebrates life, the manifestation and expression of Light as matter and all it entails, the creative expression of something we still do not understand but need more than life because it is life. There is nothing creative about imposing death on another being for the sake of personal glorification.

And if the teachings of the old and wise are true, then the soul records all our memories and distills them into a fine wine of learning to let us grow ever wiser in spirit. What do the memories of killing an incredible creature teach the spirit but the senseless need of ego and the numb vacuum left behind in the landscape in the wake of his fall?

Perhaps that is why some famous great white hunters like Denys Finch Hatton ultimately put down his rifle and picked up a camera, his urge to kill for trophies replaced by a need to celebrate life on film."

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